Actively Seeking Me
by Lesha Kitts, RScP
I know that there is a source from which I came, and it is the same source that I will return to. But while I am here on this planet in physical form, it runs through me, and expresses as me. I call this source God. And together we create what I came here to be.
I came here as a newly planted seed. I was planted here by God and I came here with everything I am to become carried in that seed. It is my job to reveal my gifts to the world and actively seek my self-expression of these gifts. Sometimes they’re easily expressed, like my kindhearted smile that occurs when I see a baby laughing. Other times it takes me outside my comfort zone. When I was young I used to talk to everything, except people. The birds, the trees, puppies, blades of grass, the clouds. And I would giggle as they talked back to me. But as I got older, I realized that not everyone did this. As I got older I became self-conscious, as people looked to me and pointed and laughed. Then I stopped doing it all together. It was uncomfortable to be seen is different.
Now I know that this is my gift from God. I am actively seeking me. Once again, uncovering my gifts. As its familiarness comes back to me I celebrated it and rejoice in how well it still fits me. Now I can walk onto my stage and play the role that was meant for me. And as the curtain closes each night I take a bow and say thank you as I allow myself to be seen. This is the prayer I pray for you. Not only that you know who you are but that you are actively seeking to express your gifts and bless us all. That you are front and center, on every stage in your life!
It is in this place of gratitude that I stand in awe of who I am becoming as I accept my gifts, and celebrate you as you step in to your magnificent self. I see you. I hear you. And I believe in you! I applaud you, in all your grandeurs. It is with deep passion that I say, “Thank you Divine Spirit for the splendor of the ones that are all around me. I see the Gifts that they are to this world and I am blessed to recognize them in all their Divine goodness. Thank You!”
With Awareness in my mind, Conviction in my heart, Illumination in my soul, and Joy expressing through me, I release my word into Universal Law, allowing it to shine to its fullest potential and accepting that as I have spoken, IT IS DONE!
And So It Is!