Not Enough?

Not Enough?
by Tilia Giron
Chaplain, RScP

Tilia Giron, RScP - All is Love
Sitting with it, what I recognize is that when I wrong myself for seeing my insecurity or for feeling in my heart like I’m not enough, all I am doing is strengthening that feeling, that pattern, that belief of not enough.

So, in this moment, I choose to accept myself with All my not enoughness. To love myself with not enoughness. To see the beauty, To behold the wholeness of who I am and To know that I am still beautiful and still worthy and still lovable. There is no place in me where I am not lovable. Even if I feel insecure, unworthy and not enough, I can hug All that not enoughness, that unworthiness and that insecurity and wrap it up in love. And you know what happens when I wrap it up in love?  It just disappears! It vanishes! And then, I am left with love and only love.

Love is the answer. Love is the answer to everything. To every possible thing – no matter how black you think your soul imprinting, no matter how dark and how festering the wound, no matter how much harm you think you have done, you are loved and your essence is love. Therefore, Love always bring you back. Love always set you free. Love always brings you home.

Sometimes, we may feel it isn’t easy to love because the truth is at that time, in that moment, we’re not looking at love. But love is forgiving, love is accepting and true love is unconditional. So, Bask in it. Wrap yourself up in it and Know that you are absolutely magnificent no matter what darkness you think you might see in that Beautiful Magnificent Essence Field of yours shining bright and radiant.  It is your nature and it is your essence and it is mine too. I so welcome it and embrace it and love it. I am free! And you are free! We are free! So it is!!!