Treatment for Releasing Procrastination
by Nancy R. Bowers, RScP
God is forever on time, for God is Life and the necessary cannot help but arise as needed. Source Energy reflects my frequency back to me and shows me who I am being. Resistance is always entangled with matter, slowing movement as the vibration of fear tamps down the energy. It doesn’t feel good, but, in truth, it is only information, showing me which voice I am listening to. God doesn’t have a problem, because all “problems” are merely gifts presented as challenges. They force growth. They encourage conscious choice. They call Life back to the present moment, brimming with potentiality. The issue is never what is happening. The issue is always my judgment about it.
Therefore, I affirm and declare that, like God, I am forever on time. I release all notions about how the pieces should fit and allow what is to inform me. I may not understand it; even when I think I do, do I? Peace arrives the moment I release my stories and live into the mystery of it all. This is where I remember to just enjoy the ride. This is where I remind myself that my job was never to control it. Flow is wild; an energetic display of LIFE. Can I just step into the flow and let it show me what I need to know?
Faith is the state of knowing I don’t need to fix anything. I only need to know who I want to be and live into that. In the present moment, nothing can be wrong, for it is always the Divine expressing. Love envelops it completely and, once I accept what is, I find myself free to recongize it. I can and do trust that Life is forever in divine right order. Ego’s lack of agreement with that assessment is just fear expressing. It is the bracing against reality because the story fabricated about it is filled with tales of struggle.
I forgive myself for listening to ego/the fear, and procrastinating. I reach for God and allow His Peace to wash away all guilt. If I really needed to have completed the task, I would have. I can’t do it wrong, I can only provide myself with experiences that I enjoy or don’t enjoy and that part was always totally in my control. I can choose again. I can dismiss the voice that wants to chastize me for not doing things differently and listen to the voice for Love. I cannot screw up badly enough to be evicted from the fold. I can only wrap myself in unnecessary misery because I believed the lies of ego. All events birth stories; concocted to explain perspective. I give everything the meaning that it has for me. Did I remember to wrap those tales in love?
I choose love. I choose forgiveness. I choose to remember who/whose I am. I give thanks that prayer can and does return me to my right mind. I am so very grateful that I cannot separate myself from God and so the only place I can play the part of fallen angel is in my mind. I am forever at home with God whose Love sustains me.
Releasing any and all illusions, I return to Love. In that Peace, I speak my word, declare it done and affirm by saying, and so it is.
Amen.